I decided I need to lose a little weight. That picture I posted in my last entry makes me so jealous. I want a body like that, even if it means losing my precious DD boobs. I admit, I am giving in to the media-created image of what a woman's body should be like. The sad truth is that that image is what people look for. Obviously I'm not trying to attract men, but look at the advantages those women get. I could probably be the president of the company I work for if I had that body instead of this:

This isn't like me to be so down about my body. Look at my legs, and my that pudge on my armpit. I need to get rid of that. It's so hard to lose weight in your arms, though. Working it out adds muscle and just makes it look worse. So I'm going on a diet starting tomorrow. I'm going to try the Jared diet and only eat Subway for a couple months, with some yogurt in between since I love yogurt more than anything. It's like sex. mmmmm. Or maybe I'll just learn to love my body again. Either option would be fine with me.

<3 Sarah <3 ...
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