My baby fell asleep. She works at a very busy restaurant and bar, usually staying for really long shifts. Today she worked from 9am to 9pm. She says Saturdays are the busiest days at her restaurant, so she was all over the place the whole time. At least she made a lot of money. I was happy for her about that.

At first I was a little disappointed when she fell asleep. Who wouldn't be? But it's okay. She looks so peaceful. She is adorable when she sleeps. Plus, she had a long day. I wouldn't want to force her to stay up when she's so tired.

She loved the dress and the flowers. It fit perfectly. She had a hint of a tear in her eye when I gave it to her. We both love dressing up when we go out. Even if we aren't going anywhere fancy - most of the time when we go out, that's the case - we still like to dress up. She said she can't wait till we go out again so she can wear it. It's funny when we go to restaurants or clubs. The looks on some peoples faces are priceless. You can see them trying to figure out of if we are just friends out on the town, or if we are actually together, on a date. Sometimes people will gather the courage to ask us, but we don't tell them. That would ruin the fun.

I was thinking about my job today. I have the most cliche job a woman could have: secretary. It's horrible. Thankfully, it's for an interesting company. It's an advertising agency. We design ads for a lot of not-so-big companies. Many of them are smaller, in-state companies. I get to sit in on a lot of the meetings and see all these fabulous designs our artists and freelance artists come up with. It's pretty cool, but it can get boring. The good thing is they are very open-minded, my bosses. They don't care about the tattoos and piercings, or what we wear to work. It's always casual day at the office. And the hours are short. 9am to 3pm. The pay is okay, but it could be better.

I'm thinking about quitting. I really want to go back to school. I have 1 year of a degree in nursing finished. I could go back and complete it and have a job that's both rewarding and interesting. I just don't have the time or money. I could quit my job and have the time, but then no money. It sucks because I really want to finish it up. I feel like it's starting to get too late and I'm getting too old (God, I'm only 26 and I already feel so old!) to do anything with my life. It's such a horrible feeling. I guess we'll see what happens.

I should move Taylor to the bed, and I should probably get to sleep too. Goodnight.

<3 Sarah <3 ...
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