It's 3 in the morning. I'm lying in bed with my laptop, completely fulfilled, with the girl who is slowly stealing my heart showering in my bathroom. Tonight turned out to be so much better than I had expected. No other person could bring me from such a low, all the way up to the high I am at right now.

I think I'm falling for this girl. My only regret is that I can't share it with anyone, except for you, my anonymous readers. My friends are accepting, but prefer not to hear of our socially unacceptable relationship, except for one who has this alternative lifestyle in common with me, and is also one of my ex-girlfriends. We ended it, deciding that our friendship was too important to risk losing. My family hasn't spoken to me in years, since the day they met my first girlfriend.

By the way, the reason I started this blog is to share the wonderful experiences I have been living through in the recent weeks with this new found, soon-to-be, love of mine. On my other blog, I was asked where inspiration for the story came from. The majority of it comes from the friend I just mentioned, and another portion of it comes from my own experiences. The main character is a mix of the two, and if you are wondering where I found the name Taylor, well, she's in my shower right now, and about to be back in my arms.

I just heard the water turn off in the shower. I look forward to warming each other up.

<3 Sarah <3 ...
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